Welcome to my web diary!

Argh, I fell off the wagon updating my journal.
There's a lot I want to write about, things I've done and memories I want to keep but it'll take a good chunk of my time to sit and write a big master post of fun and nice things I did in September/October (and some things I've done at the end of August, too.)

I will write about them, but not too sure when. I suppose uploading pics to Instagram for memories will have to suffice for now.

In other news, my health anxiety has been through the roof - it has made life unbearable. I haven't told anyone this as I don't want anyone to worry, and I am coping absolutely fine, but after a meeting with my niece as she visited through London last week I'm thinking maybe I should go and see a doctor about it all. I'm even anxious to do that (ha, ha) but needs must. I don't really want to go through my thirties with this rotten brain - I'd like to pick it apart and plant fresh seeds amongst all the rot and make it more manageable.

I'm also drowning in uni work at the moment. Two modules is hardcore fulltime study, and deep down I know I need a job, and yes I'm applying for them, but I'm actually really worried how I would cope with full time study and work. I will have to see what comes up - so far no luck. I was hoping something seasonal would open up near me but I've heard nothing. Oh well. I'll keep applying and doing my uni work and keeping my head down.

Christmas is fast approaching, which is exciting. Halloween was a nice slow pace, and me and P celebrated 6 years together with a nice dinner and some cider and opening the door to trick or treaters which we loved - the children are so polite and sweet. I love decorating the windows and front door for them at Halloween. There weren't as many as last year, which was a shame, but it was still fun. I'll have to think about Christmas presents soon.

That's all for now before P gets home from work - I've done a tonne of studying today and even though he's off work tomorrow I'll have to do some then as well. On Sunday I'll be going to my parents for my sister's 40th birthday which will be nice - I got her a personalised bracelet with her name and birth stone - I'm hoping she likes it.

I've missed rambling here to myself about everything! I will try my hardest to fit in a couple of posts a week.

Until next time!